There is this thing in my life that I feel has always been there. It something that I cannot see or touch yet it is as real as a mountain in front of me. I can be running along and "CRASH" I run right into it. It is an invisible wall. I really cannot stand it and have reached a point of desperately wanting to tear it down. It is a roadblock to everything that I want to do in life and I am worn out and frustrated by its detours. It always takes me to a place that I do not have any desire to go to and never actually gets me to where I am going. I have literally been around the world and have run into it where ever I have been.
The thing about it, though, is that it is imaginary and it is something that MY mind created years ago as a safety mechanism. It keeps me from going too far and making it to the outside. Like a fenced in yard for children, it keeps them safe, yet never lets them explore and know what is just beyond the gate. This wall has kept me from going to0 far and from falling too fast. Well I no longer want this cage. This safety net can be removed from beneath me. My fear and need of safety is no longer a part of my being...I feel it is one of the last parts of my being in need of transformation. I am ready for the training wheels to be removed, I am ready to ride, and ready to scrape my knee. I am ready to be free from this thing in my brain. I am ready to become what I want to be without any restrictions, free of any invisible walls that impede my way. The solution is coming.....I hope and coming soon.
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